Clinging
Realized my expectation would not happen
felt upset, disappointed, perhaps a hint of anger.
Later I saw my selfishness
my attachment to getting
while she honored her duty thinking of others.
"...hope for a hundred years of life doing your duty. No other way can prevent deeds from clinging, proud as your human life".
The Upanishads translated by W.B. Yeats & Shree Purohit Swami